I’m sad that I am not feeling good at the moment. I’ve been on Ibuprofen, Valium, Vicodin and Weed almost for a week for my neck. I was worried that I might get addicted to Vicodin, but now I am seriously hooked to my cervical collar more than anything. I’ve been wearing it everyday and I fear that I might never be able to let it go. Stayed away from my work for a whole week and tried to be still by being in bed, but to be horizontal wasn’t easy task either. Lack of sleep, I feel very irritated, and now I’m sad. I’m going to pray to god, buddha and many other gods out there to give me my healthy neck back.
Last night I found out that there is an alternative way to get better besides an operation that my doctor had suggested: Steroid Injection. I will find out more about it soon.